On Tuesday (April 21) Mama Bear was getting very antsy to hear from the MAYO CLINIC. Very politely, she called the Mayo and was told by the secretary that the Pathology Report was completed and sent off to our local hospital around April 13. WHAT??? We hadn't heard anything about this yet! The secretary at Mayo also said that the hospital was to refer Justin's case to the Oncology department and in turn, they are to call us to discuss treatments.
Please note that the Pathology report could not be given directly to us. Because of legal matters and protocol, the report could only be given to a health institution; not an individual.
At this point, being antsiER, Mama Bear decided to call our local Pathology department herself to speak to the Pathologist who would have received the Mayo report and who had signed off on Justin's pathology report in January.
The local Neuro-Pathologist had this to say about the Mayo Clinic findings:
* a brain tumour.... grade 3 - astrocytoma tumour
* somewhat parallel to what they had predicted or I should say "Best Guessed"!
* it is NOT slow-growing for spreading is quite extensive throughout the tissue
* mitotic cells are present = dividing cells
* Justin's tumour is NOT a mass formation (a lump); his is spread all over the brain which is a rare presentation of this type of tumour
* treatment recommended is usually chemotherapy
* according to this local Pathologist, Justin's slides have been reviewed by the top WORLD authority on this type of tumour
Now; how much of this information is written in the Mayo Pathology Report and how much of this information is the thoughts of the local Pathologist? We are not exactly sure. Therefore, we are picking up a copy of the Mayo Pathology Report on Friday. For us to discuss these findings with the Mayo Clinic will entail a visit to Rochester.
The Brain Tumour Clinic located in Cancer Care at our local hospital has set up an appointment for Justin on Friday, April 24th. They would like to discuss drug treatments. Before we let them touch our son with any kind of treatments, we will be seeking a second opinion on drug treatments. Maybe a visit to the Mayo Clinic in Rochester, MN will be required.
At least now, we have our second opinion; we have better, concrete answers. We are hoping to have many more questions answered on Friday. The hard questions will have to be asked like:
*What is life expectancy with or without drug treatment?" *Quality of life with or without drug treatments? *What will treatments do to Justin's eyes? *Will treatments actually prolong life or make it a living hell with side effects? and so on...........
This roller-coaster ride is far from over!! In a way, it has only begun... time will tell.....
Mama & Papa Bear are having a real hard time dealing with this right now but it does not compare to what must be going on in Justin's mind. Again, he said, "This is not what I wanted to hear but at least now we know. If treatment is necessary: what choice do I have if I want to try and beat this thing. Me being depressed will not change a thing. I have to live with it."
The things our kids teach us never ceases to amaze!! STAY STRONG!! DON'T GIVE UP!! HAVE FAITH & HOPE!! To be young again and to have some of that strength and courage...
On another note, Justin has had to start taking his ASTHMA pump yesterday. (Jus has a history of mild asthma and allergies). Justin has been coughing for a few days and it seemed phleghmy. Our family doctor heard no wheezing in Jus' chest but thought it best to take his pump in case it is the start of a more serious asthma episode. It is that time of the year for allergies to kick in especially with all the flood waters, the melting snow and the buds starting to appear on trees.
MINI-SEIZURES have been occurring less often. In the last 21 days Justin has had 10 episodes. On Thursday, April 23, Jus is scheduled to see the new neurologist. The neurologist will have results from the EEG done on April 6. We will discuss his anti-seizure meds.
On a lighter note, Justin's graduating class will be having their fundraising FASHION SHOW on Sunday. Justin has had 4 clothes fittings in the last two weeks at Moores, the Football Store, Old Navy and Footlocker. It is wonderful going to these fittings and seeing him having a blast with his friends. That's what his young life should be about! He is really looking forward to this exciting experience - his modelling debut !! hee! hee!
We are trying to keep him busy and life as normal as possible. His friends come over whenever they can and they also take him out for a short while. Because Mama Bear isn't working at the moment, she tries to take him out also for walks or anything we can think of.
We will update the blog on the weekend when we meet with the neurologist and the Brain Tumour Clinic.
Keep those prayers coming! They are needed now more than ever!
Again, thank you for all of your support and again, we ask God for much needed courage & strength!
With a very heavy heart,
Love, Mama & Papa Bear & Baby Bears too!
xoxo
PS: cherish every single moment with the ones you love the most...life is so very unpredictable...
it can throw you a mean curve sometimes....